Note to reader: The following post is about me trying to explain to you how I am currently feeling at this moment because you guys are always here for me so I feel like you deserve to know about this as well.
Dear reader today I slept for most of the day because(and yes I know that this might seem strange but its true) I have been feeling a lot of anxiety because of the election especially since I went down the YouTube “rabbit hole” about the WikiLeaks specifically the Podesta emails and all I can really say is eww and my brain hurts.
I don’t like either of the presidential candidates(Yes, dear reader as I’ve said before I voted by mail but not for either one, I did research all of the down ballot races as much as possible and since I live in California my vote for president doesn’t count much either way) and no matter who wins tomorrow I personally have a fear that something bad might be coming, it’s a fear in the pit of my stomach and whenever I feel it I tend to try to sleep it off.
So far it hasn’t gone away yet however my dad gave me one of those headache pads that help your headache to go away and thankfully it’s helping. I keep telling myself that I will be OK and that I will be having fun with my family on Saturday for my niece Parkers birthday.
Books are still comforting me as well however I can only read so much at once before my eyes hurt. As always being able to vent about everything that I am feeling with you guys really does help me. Thank you so much for staying on this journey with me ♡.