He posted on his blog that he is lonely and wants hugs and love. I have told him multiple times that I want him happy even if it isn’t with me. He says that if I was closer he would be with me.
I really doubt dear reader that I will ever be able to get to the UK to see him(Damn you Wheelchair 😦 ) so does that make me selfish to want my hugs and love too? I think he will be getting his soon, just a feeling I have.
I think on some level I will always want him but I don’t want to be alone forever. Note: I am NOT saying I am going to start looking for another guy anytime soon. I just don’t want to loose my shot at love because he can’t be with me :(.
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call me ignorant: you can’t fly with a wheelchair?! that’s bs 😦
I can fly, but International travel is a whole different ball game. Plus I can’t walk at all. Need to be carried into the seat and stuff. It would be impossible to do by myself. Hope it makes sense :).
Ahh, I see. Yes, it makes sense. I neglected to think of something as simple as using the bathroom (I try not to on planes, myself).
I am confident you will find your hugs and kisses someday soon, on either side of the Atlantic (or Pacific? 🙂 )
BB,
-mya-
Pacific, I am a California girl :). Also getting rides since I am unable to drive also.