April 4, 2016

How I am currently feeling right now(4/4/16)

Note to reader: I am sharing this video with you because the song really says how I am currently feeling inside as of right now as […]
April 2, 2016

My enemy(poetry type thing, 4/2/16)

Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me trying to get some more of the feelings/thoughts about my divorce stuff out of my system […]
April 1, 2016

Burning the bridge so that you can’t come back(4/1/16)

Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me trying to write a poem type of thing to get some thoughts/feelings about my divorce situation […]
February 14, 2015

I am I weird for missing the little cards?

Dear reader I know that this is probably weird however I honestly do miss the little Valentine’s day cards you got at school with the candy. […]
December 24, 2014

The forgotten.

Note to reader: The following post is about my own personal thoughts on the subject. All throughout this world on this day(and every other) are people […]
December 23, 2014

I think he is gone for good now(12/23/14)

Note to reader if you want the backstory to this post check the trials in love tab. Dear reader today is 3 months exactly since I […]
December 21, 2014

I want to say mine to someone

I want to say mine to someone, Not because I want to own them or for them to own me. I just want to know that […]
December 17, 2014

I miss him still(12/18/14)

Note to reader: check the trials in love tab for the backstory to this post. Dear reader I know I deleted Alex’s number off my phone […]
December 8, 2014

Hug your animals a little tighter.

Dear reader I am so sad, I just found out that my good friend Grace’s dog will be put to sleep. Grace had to move to […]
December 8, 2014

It feels like everyone wants me but the person I want.

Dear reader one of my first boyfriend’s ever messaged me on Facebook a month ago but I didn’t see it until last night because it went […]
September 9, 2014

Need to vent so this might not make sense.(9/9/14)

Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me venting so that I will NOT explode on anyone. I have this blog as a release […]
January 23, 2014

I am so tired of feeling like I am hitting my head against a wall.

Dear reader I am sorry if the following post makes no sense to you. I NEED to vent or else I will go crazy. As always […]
January 8, 2014

I am really feeling this right now.

Dear reader I am really feeling this right now. It just popped up on my personal FB feed and I had the urge to share it […]
December 24, 2013

The moment when you hear from everyone but the person You want to hear from.

Dear reader It’s Christmas Eve today. I want to wish you and yours a safe and happy holiday. Tomorrow Christmas would have been my older brother […]
December 20, 2013

Feeling lonely

Dear reader tonight I am feeling lonely and I am writing this here to hopefully be able to connect to another human without judgement. I have […]
December 17, 2013

Why is the fear coming back? What am I afraid of?

Dear reader I am feeling fear right now, the truth of the matter is I have been for a while and I don’t know why. Maybe […]
December 1, 2013

Whether I am sad I don’t drink I just buy more books.

Dear reader you can tell whenever I am sad, nervous, or just not feeling “right” by the fact that I buy more books. You see dear […]
October 24, 2013

I feel like I am at the top of a rollercoaster about to go down

Dear reader you know that feeling you get when you’re at the top of a rollercoaster about to go down and your stomach does a filp-flop? […]
October 19, 2013

I am quiet so you won’t see me cry.

Sorry I just can’t explain, the words that would fall from my lips if I opened my mouth aren’t the words you want to hear. You […]