September 11, 2015

My uncle Danny passed away today(9/11/15)

Dear reader my uncle Danny passed away today(my dad’s biological brother) my dad didn’t get to say goodbye before he died because of family drama on […]
June 30, 2015

What do you say when “I am so sorry” fails?

Dear reader I think that my friend Ashley might have had another miscarriage, she posted on FB today about being heartbroken and getting some terrible news […]
December 27, 2014

OMGS life is crazy, you just never know(nephew update 12/27/14)

Dear reader I just found out that my nephew in law Ricky’s mom passed away this morning(His dad died when he was young of complications from […]
December 23, 2014

I think he is gone for good now(12/23/14)

Note to reader if you want the backstory to this post check the trials in love tab. Dear reader today is 3 months exactly since I […]
December 17, 2014

I miss him still(12/18/14)

Note to reader: check the trials in love tab for the backstory to this post. Dear reader I know I deleted Alex’s number off my phone […]
December 13, 2014

I called him to say goodbye and his phone is off(12/13/14)

Note to reader: If you want the backstory to this post please check the trials in love or the venting tabs of my blog. Dear reader […]
December 8, 2014

Hug your animals a little tighter.

Dear reader I am so sad, I just found out that my good friend Grace’s dog will be put to sleep. Grace had to move to […]
November 21, 2014

Adrianna moved out tonight.

Dear reader Adriana moved out tonight. She made it sound like I kicked her out which isn’t true(check the venting tab of my blog for more […]
March 19, 2014

Rest in Peace – Donald Michael Kraig

I knew him in person from the Pagan Pride events I attended he was always very kind to me and he will be missed. Have a […]
December 24, 2013

The moment when you hear from everyone but the person You want to hear from.

Dear reader It’s Christmas Eve today. I want to wish you and yours a safe and happy holiday. Tomorrow Christmas would have been my older brother […]
August 19, 2013

RIP to the actor Lee Thomson Yong:(

Dear reader I just found out that the Actor Lee Thompson Young died of a suicide. http://tntnewsroom.com/lee-thompson-young-statement/ I am very sad because I have been a […]
August 3, 2013

Alone and awake, the sadness pulls me in.

Dear reader It’s 1:40am for me as I am typing this and I just feel sad and alone. I know this will sound whiney to you […]
July 16, 2013

I am kind of emotionally shut down right now

Note: Most people may not understand this post but I have to get my feelings out so that I can get out of this mood I […]
July 12, 2013

Sadness creeping in

I am sad, I don’t really know why dear reader. I feel the urge to cry. My friend Adri is sad that she is missing a […]